Sometimes.Occasionally, although more than I would like,I think about leaving.Vanishing...There aren't too many who would notice,or be sad for long.If at all.I've thought of so many ways to do it.So many ways.I've lost count,Lost count of how many times,How many different ways I've thought of.Everything just gets to be too much.But for some reason I'm still here...There has to be a reason for it,Right?Maybe I'll stick around a little longer to see what that reason is.
Every. Time.Silly me.I actually thought this was something different,That I finally meant something to someone.I thought that maybe, just maybe, someone cared.You said you loved me.You said you wouldn't leave.But that's just it,You said. You didn't do.I said I loved you,and I did.I said I wouldn't leave,and I didn't.So go ahead show me how happy you are by yourself.You did say that's what you wanted, right?Don't worry,I'll be here,Just waiting for some happiness of my own.So lets show the world just how happy we can be.
Last.She sits alone,Thinking of her life,The things that have brought her here...She knows last is all she'll ever be.There is always someone better to take her place.She will cry.Though she has known her place for far too long.Whenever there is hope for something better,It is ripped away.Love is all she has to offer,But not once has that been enough.So, she'll perform a magic trick...A vanishing act...Never to be seen again.